My Mother's Day Wish (Depressing)

My Mother's Day wish is a very simple one. To have a better relationship with my Mom. I so much envy those that are close with their Mom. I am striving today to have the best Mother's Day with my kids. To show them how much I love them and value them.  My Mom in law is not here today and I miss her dearly. I know time is short on this Earth but not all of us have the ideal relationship with our Moms. Well here is to trying and realizing I am not my parents parent.